a decider!

NO POSTS!
.....unlike every other month,this month saw the least number of posts from my end..... caught up in some tensions and whirlwinds,I found lesser time to devote to blogosphere... well, what happened when I was not blogging?

Not a great issue to be discussed but not the one to be kept in wraps either.

New year resolutions every year went vague with some promises not to be kept but this year things were different. By the end of the last year I had decided to see changes in my personal life and thought about many things including my professional life. Working for a prestigious organisation was a dream for any one-fat pay,good work atmosphere,designation wise respectable and so .....but there was something which did keep my interests at bay. The job that I was doing was even being done by a graduate for a lesser pay and much effectively. why was I sweating out? was the objective of my life to be a relationship manager,wait for promotions,bonus and nod to my seniors for everything they said-right or wrong! Being a yes boss even after spending two years in my organisation to someone who didnot have a grasp of the subject was not my cup of tea. I needed to change. Time was the deciding factor as quiting jobs at this point of time when the markets are playing spoil sport was unwise,but I dared to think against the tide because for the first time I had something clear to forecast.

My life was not going to be under the directions of someone who didnot care to know what I cared or craved for. They who dont know or are not able to read your abilities have no right to rule your life.Atleast,I would not allow this. Hence,this year I decided to say quits and follow my heart... to a land where I can be free to show my abilities,express myself more clearly and enjoy my job.

Change is inevitable! this is one thing which has to be constant and rest all changing. I found my destination which i was not clear about since the day I became a professional. I felt somehow that I was not doing justice to the MBA certificate that I hard earned.

What I wish to say in this yawning post is that,dont blindly follow someone who doesnot know you. Rather,have an insight,peep into your self and come clear over your abilities so that you enjoy what you do.

Steer away from those islands which are tempting and promising but are a mirage for you. I made a decision today which is gonna help me change my lifestyle,my thinking and help me achieve my goal of pursuing Doctoral studies in the subject I have been associated with for the last two years.

"Reach to the brim in academics,so that you donot repent later. Opportunity comes once."